Wednesday, September 06, 2006

My London's Growing Up!

London is defiantely Regan's daughter when it comes to the computer. It is very common at our house between work and school, that if Regan is home, he is on the computer. Whether it comes from watching dad or if it was just built into her brain, London LOVES the computer.

It is a common occurance for London to pick up the laptop flip open the top and start typing. Since Regan introduced her to disney.com it has only gotten worse, since she now understands how much fun she can have on the computer. She loves playing the games and listening to the music. It won't be long before she is typing her own blog. It is hard to believe as I look at her typing away concentrating on what is usually a blank screen how big my little girl is getting.

The problem is London thinks she is much bigger then she actually is. Whenever London is around other kids, it is very apparant that she is convinced that she is much older than two. She feels right at home with the 4-8 years old in the neighborhood, but if another two year old wants to play she treats them like a baby. She is normally pretty good about knowing her limits, but around older kids she tries to do everything they do. We were at a ward activity where they had rented a big bouncer for the kids, she ran right over and got in line with her "friends" from the neighborhood (I think the next youngest child playing was 4), when I informed her that I thought she was too little to go into the big bouncer with all the big kids, she informed me, "No, London's big, sissy's little". This is also funny because the big kids have learned that London doesn't expect to be treated any different than them just because she is little, she can hold her own bouncing on the tramp, going down the slide head first or chasing after them. It is a regular occurance lately for me to hear a knock on the back door and one of the 4-5 year olds in the neighborhood is asking if London can come out and play. She even got invited to her first birthday party for a four year old who insisted to her mom that London be invited because she was her friend. As a mom this new stage has been very weird for me as I still think of London as a baby. I just wish she would grow up enough that I could reason with her about bedtime.

She amazes me daily with how much personality she has in that little body of hers. As much as she may frustrate me at times, she couldn't be any cuter. She is constantly getting dressed up and dancing around the house. Her latest love is ballet, she puts on her leotard and ballet shoes and dances around the house for hours, especially when the Barbie Nutcracker movie is on. Quite regularly as we are playing outside, the neighbor girls will come out in their dress-ups and London has to run inside and get her Barbie dress so she can be just like them. It is funny to watch how her personality changes as soon as she is all dressed up. She poses and gives me her pretty faces as she prances and dances around. It is obvious she feels very fancy in her dress-ups. On Sunday as I was getting dressed in my skirt for Church, London started with one of her favorite questions "Why?". I explained to her that we wear skirts and dresses to Church so that we can look nice when we go to Jesus' Church. She got very excited and ran into her room, when she came back she had put on her ballet skirt over the leotard she was already wearing and with her ballet shoes on informed me that she was ready for Church. It was quite a struggle explaining to her that although that was a skirt it wasn't quite the appropriate attire for Church. In the end we settled on pink skirt which I convinced her was just as beautiful as her ballet outfit.

On a daily basis I'm reminded of just how quickly my little girls are growing up. I can't believe Kennedy will be one next week. No matter how hard I might try to convince myself, they just aren't my babies anymore. Before I know it London will be getting all dressed up for the prom instead of just to dance around the house. Luckily, they still let me hold them and snuggle every once in awhile and they make me feel needed (sometimes too much s0), but I better enjoy it because I'm sure it won't last, as my little girls are definately growing up!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

My version of "The Good LIfe"

After much prompting from many friends and family members, I have finally entered the world of blogging!

The Guth Life is my version of "The Good Life". It is funny how life has a way of turning out just how you wanted, but not at all how you thought it would be. Ever since I was a little girl, like most other little girls, I dreamed of one day marrying my prince and spending the rest of my days as the best mom ever to my perfect children. It is funny how everything seems so easy when your little. Then, as you get older you realize the things that you wanted when you were little are the same things you still want now, except somehow getting them becomes a lot harder.

I remember Melissa and I sharing a room on a family trip to the Ricks beach house in Carlsbad, CA just before her and Craig got married. I think I was doing my best at being an annoying little sister and was teasing her about changing her name. She decided to get back at me by informing me that my future husband was Mr. Magoo, making me Miranda Magoo and my children little Magoos. Little did she know after teasing me for years about whether or not I had met Mr. Magoo yet, I would become a Guth instead. It is funny how with all the name combinations I put together for myself over the years I somehow never wrote Miranda Guth all over a notebook, just to see how nice it looked. But, what do you do if your prince's name is Mr. Guth? I laugh everytime we ask London what her name is and she proclaims proudly, "London Goose" she then informs me that I am "Mama Goose", I guess Melissa wasn't far off with Mrs. Magoo. Little does London know that she shouldn't worry about pronouncing her name correctly because no one else ever will either.

So, I got my prince, "a rose by any other name still smells as sweet". Let the fairy tale begin, right? Isn't this when all the happily ever after begins? I watch a lot of princess movies and read even more princess books these days, isn't it ironic that they always end with the prince and princess's wedding, riding off into the sunset, or some other equally romantic setting. I don't think it is by mistake that they leave out all the years afterwords and that they would never dream of showing you the prince and princesses children who I like to image as being ten times worse then my own. So, I got my prince and rather than the fairy tale, THE GUTH LIFE began!

I should clarify that this isn't a bad thing because after all, we all know fairy tales aren't real, The Guth Life is just a little more work then my little girl mind imagined when I dreamed of how my life would be. Who knew that getting married was just the beginning? Who knew that by the time my "perfect daughter" was two I would already be reading Supernanny's book trying to figure out where I went wrong. The good news is that while I am reading Supernanny who tells me it is all about my parenting, I am also reading Freakonomics in which economist Steven Leavitt informs me that from his research parenting only accounts for 50% of your childs behavior and 50% is their own personality and abilities. I figure I'm pretty safe since all her bad qualities must just be the way she was born and all the good qualities have come from my excellent parenting. Yet, as I fight to get London to sleep in her bed night after night and after trying to control yet another tantrum I can't help but think, "Is this really what I dreamed motherhood would be?". Isn't it interesting that the one thing I've wanted more then anything since I was a little girl playing with my dolls is the one thing in life I'm just not very good at. I look at my two beautiful girls and wonder if they realize how lucky I feel to have them, yet how insignificant I feel in being the one trusted with their care.

I still want nothing more then to be the best wife and mother I can be, if anything that wish has only increased since actually becoming them. I wouldn't trade THE GUTH LIFE for all the fairy tales in the world, it is "THE GOOD LIFE", but who knew you had to work so hard to get it. I guess it is true that the best things in life are the things we have to work the hardest at.

So, as I begin my blog, I will keep you updated on the craziness I call THE GUTH LIFE!